My Final Flight...

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Sooooo i'm back...
Had my IPPT on Wednesday. It was okla...
Couldn't do chin up :P
Got 11th for 2.4km overall but 3rd in the platoon so that's ok...
Gonna strive to get 1st...
But we'll see
Lost another kg...
Slow...

Can't wait for field-camp...
weird...

haha

There are times when I feel like just sitting down in the corner and just watch the world pass by...

Guess I'm better off alone...

No one really knows how I feel inside except myself... Better off that way...
I have decided that I would write a movie before...
Something that is based on the emotional unstability of love and relationships between lovers, parents and friends, and also the thought of loving someone without that person knowing it...

I've had many a nice dreams bout it... but it's something that i should keep to myself...

If only you knew...

Thank you to all my friends...
I would try and see you all at least once...


To those who have been caring towards me...
Bless you all...

Thank you for listening to my problems and being there when I am down...

posted by Icarus @ 7:28 AM 0 comments

Saturday, July 08, 2006

back...for a while

so tired... finally bothered to update la...

so after 5 weeks... i've lost 9 kg only... so sad rite...
plus side is i'm one of e lightest in e company... wakhkha...
and i managed to get into e company's drill squad...
the unofficial name for our group is The Butoh Besars
haha... inside joke...

miss everyone... feel so lonely...
fall asleep thinking about how i don't really have anyone left in my life... every night...

money's always spent on CDs...

so in 5 weeks i've bought:
Anterrabae's And Our Heart Beat In Our Fingertips, Without Reason
Alli With An I's Long Story Short
As I Lay Dying's Shadows Are Security
Seven Collar T-Shirt's Drones
Paul Oakenfold's A Lively Mind
Underoath's Define The Great Line
Atreyu's A Death-Grip On Yesterday
Angels & Airwaves' We Don't Need To Whisper
Mono's Walking Cloud And Deep Red Sky, Flag Fluttered And The Sun Shined
Thursday's A City By The Light Divided
Warped Tour '06
Explosions In The Sky's Earth Is Not A Cold Dead Place

I just looked at the list and I'm actually amazed that I spent so much... That's like almost 300 bucks...

tsk tsk tsk

see you guys again soon

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