Flight Of Icarus

POP orh!

2006-12-08T04:03:00.000-08:00

So i've POP-ed haha...
and i got my posting liaoz..
I would like to thank the Pulau Tekong Medical Centre's Officer
cos I've got

AUTO TECH - B Vehicles (Tonners, Rovers) @ SAF OETI (Only EAT, TALK & IDLE) Ayer Rajah Camp

HAHA... 8-5 job... I'm so gonna end up fat again...

3 MORE DAYS!

2006-12-02T17:52:00.000-08:00

3 more days til I POP!
but...
I won't be participating...

haha

long story...

Final week of BMT was very temultuous...

The Good
Passed IPPT... yeah!~ a quite considerable achievement since i've never passed since sec sch... and the only one in the platoon to pass :P
Got second best recruit for platoon... congrats to Eric for getting best recruit...
Lost a total of (92.8kg - 67.4kg = 25.4kg) weight's been floundering up and down and hit a lull where it's harder to lose more weight... either that or I've been too lazy :P

The Bad
I qualified to go for the FFI for command sch... and so I went for the FFI checkup. On the first day that I went to PTMC, I had to retake my urine test twice 'coz there was protein in my urine ( I wonder why... ;P) so the MO asked me to return the next day to retake the urine test. When I came back the next day, everything was fine... until I went into the MO's room. After much listening thru his stethoscope, and consulting with two other MOs, he told me I have slight heart murmurs and as a precaution, he recommended me for a non-combat vocation, gave me 10 weeks of light duties and made an appointment for me to see a specialist...

Basically it's a win-win situation. :P
That's all for now... be back on Wednesday, hopefully :P

Albums uploaded to my MP3 player

Brand New - The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me
Cute Is What We Aim For - The Same Old Bloodrush With A New Touch
Dragonforce - Valley Of The Damned
Ellison - Say Goodnight, Sleep Alone
Everytime I Die - Gutter Phenomenon
Everytime I Die - Hot Damn
Five Iron Frenzy - All The Hype That Money Can Buy
Horse The Band - Pizza EP
I Am Ghost - Lover's Requiem
I Killed The Prom Queen - Music For The Recently Departed
It Dies Today - Sirens
Kemuri - 77 Days
Mastodon - Blood Mountain
Matt Pond PA - Emblems
New Found Glory - Coming Home
Norma Jean - Redeemer
Permanent Me - Dear Virginia
Saosin - Self-Titled
Say Anything - Is a Real Boy
Senses Fail - Still Searching
Sparta - Threes
The Ataris - Welcome The Night
The Devil Wears Prada - Dear Love, A Beautiful Dischord
The Honorary Title - Anything Else But The Truth
The Matches - DeComposer
The #12 Looks Like You - Nuclear.Sad.Nuclear
The Postal Service - Give Up
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Don't You Fake It

Back...

2006-11-18T17:50:00.000-08:00

I know I haven't been updating my blog lately... been really busy... but i'll take this time to update about what's been going on in my life...

I'm still alive... That's for sure :P
Been trying to lose more weight... And exercising hard in camp ( outside is a different matter ) :P
Just had a jalan raya with my beloved ex-VS mates. Had a really nice time!
Still single too...
Still the same ol' loser :P

Well that's pretty much it... not sure what else to write about...

block leave

2006-10-23T06:35:00.000-07:00

Wanna wish the muslims a Selamat Hari Raya

been boring staying at home...
My weight now is 68kg... just a bit more... but i bet raya will screw everything up
haha..

2006-09-23T22:36:00.000-07:00

DVDs to buy when I get my pay:

Nine Lives
Garden State
Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter... And Spring (Korean)
Goodbye Lenin (Russian)
Maria Full Of Grace
Paradise Now
AKA
After The Day Before
Coffee And Cigarettes
Danny Deckchair
Frozen
Last Live in The Universe
The Return (Russian)
Quill (jap)
Zatoichi The Blind Swordsman (jap)
Kikujiro (jap)
40 Shades Of Blue
L'enfant
The Wind That Shakes the Barley
Mysterious Skin
Memento
American History X
Requiem For A Dream
Oasis (korean)
Mulholland Drive
Sepet
Shaun Of The Dead

Loads of indie and unpopular movies

My list right now consist of

Crying Out Love In The Center Of The World
I Heart Huckabees
Le Grand Voyage
March Of The Penguins
The Life Aquatic With Steve Zissou
The Royal Tenenbaums
The Jacket

2006-09-16T23:52:00.000-07:00

there are times when i just feel like locking myself up somewhere and drown myself in perpetual sorrow

10th Sept 2006

2006-09-10T02:49:00.000-07:00

It's not fair that block leave has been pushed back to the 20th/21st week. Been looking forward to it :( but i guess it's ok la... Still have a lot of stuff the company have yet to finish. Like the live grenade, BIC, BAC, 24km and SIT test. too bad most of them will be done during fasting month. BOO!~

Need to lose another 10kg to be of an acceptable BMI. current weight now is 75kg. Can do it!

I miss having someone close to talk to. No one actually sms me so I'm kinda wondering why i actually bring my HP to camp. Bwuekz...

Haiz... loads of stuff kept inside... but no point bringing it out

Weight update

2006-08-27T00:49:00.000-07:00

Weight update (27 August 2006)

Started: 3 June 2006 - 93kg
Present: 27 August 2006 - 76kg
Total Loss: 17kg

Not bad... though weight loss is slowing down... either that or I haven't been exercising much

hmmmn...

2006-08-26T19:19:00.000-07:00

AQUARIUS MAN

Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it's outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be "patient", even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won't be with him for long.

A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with "Love". He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy.

He hardly lies except if he think it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lie he will lie only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of. He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will
overcome that difficulty.

Even he is a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten,but you did not. Belief him that he is very sorry and give him another chance.

Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his "Work", or "Love". He is the type who gamble anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he like to overpowered this type of people to assure that he is more superior.

He like to be the first person to do something. You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meet a new target or new lover. Once he is in love, he will act as if he never has love like this before. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold, but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could fall in love again with another girl and act again like he never has this kind of love before.He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is "excitement" and "Love goes on".

If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet
type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure.

If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something,go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hate to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends.

Don't ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man, he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything.

Does this sound like me? You tell me

2006-08-04T20:24:00.000-07:00

Remember this?

Now see this...

they're awesome

2006-08-04T20:19:00.000-07:00

I think i can't smile for nuts :P

Duri: Haha... I still feel that i'm still e same size... :P but maybe because i see myself everyday la... haha

Nana: MISS YOU TOO! haha... biler nak kluar?

Lyssa: I got go lido but then you always seem to be not working... haha... maybe i'll try my luck next week la...

recent pics...

2006-08-04T10:52:00.000-07:00

SEE!!!! I'm still e same fat me! :P

2006-07-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

Sooooo i'm back...
Had my IPPT on Wednesday. It was okla...
Couldn't do chin up :P
Got 11th for 2.4km overall but 3rd in the platoon so that's ok...
Gonna strive to get 1st...
But we'll see
Lost another kg...
Slow...

Can't wait for field-camp...
weird...

haha

There are times when I feel like just sitting down in the corner and just watch the world pass by...

Guess I'm better off alone...

No one really knows how I feel inside except myself... Better off that way...
I have decided that I would write a movie before...
Something that is based on the emotional unstability of love and relationships between lovers, parents and friends, and also the thought of loving someone without that person knowing it...

I've had many a nice dreams bout it... but it's something that i should keep to myself...

If only you knew...

Thank you to all my friends...
I would try and see you all at least once...

To those who have been caring towards me...
Bless you all...

Thank you for listening to my problems and being there when I am down...

back...for a while

2006-07-08T05:44:00.000-07:00

so tired... finally bothered to update la...

so after 5 weeks... i've lost 9 kg only... so sad rite...
plus side is i'm one of e lightest in e company... wakhkha...
and i managed to get into e company's drill squad...
the unofficial name for our group is The Butoh Besars
haha... inside joke...

miss everyone... feel so lonely...
fall asleep thinking about how i don't really have anyone left in my life... every night...

money's always spent on CDs...

so in 5 weeks i've bought:
Anterrabae's And Our Heart Beat In Our Fingertips, Without Reason
Alli With An I's Long Story Short
As I Lay Dying's Shadows Are Security
Seven Collar T-Shirt's Drones
Paul Oakenfold's A Lively Mind
Underoath's Define The Great Line
Atreyu's A Death-Grip On Yesterday
Angels & Airwaves' We Don't Need To Whisper
Mono's Walking Cloud And Deep Red Sky, Flag Fluttered And The Sun Shined
Thursday's A City By The Light Divided
Warped Tour '06
Explosions In The Sky's Earth Is Not A Cold Dead Place

I just looked at the list and I'm actually amazed that I spent so much... That's like almost 300 bucks...

tsk tsk tsk

see you guys again soon

Thank you

2006-05-30T09:18:00.000-07:00

Thank you for everything. I do not hold anything against you. I will still be there for you no matter what. Please take care of yourself and know that that you will always be my best friend and my first love.

New songs

2006-05-28T09:29:00.000-07:00

put new songs in the player... Fightstar's Grand Unification CD. Great CD from a great band (even though the singer was from Busted :P

How the thing went

2006-05-28T04:45:00.000-07:00

Went overnight cycling just now. 12 pple were supposed to come but in the end there were only 5. Me, Azhar, Sophan, Samir, Hazwan. Me and Azhar met up at Bedok MRT and headed down to East Coast since we're e only ones without a bike. Rented it from the shop there. Cost 15 bucks overall for the whole night. From 7pm to 9am. That's slightly more than 1 dollar per hour. Me and Azhar cycled while waiting for the rest to come. Sophan came with his friend's modded Haro bike, Samir came in his Urata bike and Hazwan came with his recently bought and unmodded Hercules D/H bike. So we cycled around East Coast towards the Fort Rd area. Cycled all the way to the end. Then we decided to cycle to the Esplanade. It was really fun cycling through Guillemard Road and cycling along the road along Nicoll Highway. It was really packed at Esplanade. So then we decided that we can't lepak there (think there was a gig or something). So we headed to Arab Street for sheesha. Ended up at Kaki 5 at around 11. Ordered Milo Revo and also Orange flavored sheesha. Damn nice. haha. For 5.50 and 10 dollars, it better be worth it la. Got a call from Fid Monday and Efin. Said they coming down on Fid's Vespa. So we decided to play scrabble while waiting. We played both English and Malay version. And an added bonus was given for a vulgar or sexual-related word. haha. We came up with Fuck and etc for English and loads of vulgarities in Malay. Then with the end we came up a story with every word that appeared. Haha... Fun time. Fid and Efin came at around 12.30am. Stayed there til 1.30am. Decided to head back to East Coast. Made a plan with Fid and Efin to meet at East Coast. Yan was coming there too. So we reached there and by that time I was really aching in the butt. Haha. It was hard cycling when your butt hurts everytime you press it against a surface. Hahaha. Met up with Yan at Mac East Coast and we all had a fun time laughing non-stop. Then Fid and Efin had to go home at around 3.30 and the rest continued cycling all the way to the other end of East Coast near the waterbreaker at the Sailing Club with Yan sharing a bike with Azhar. Good thing I brought YokoYoko as my leg decided to cramp up at the Sailing Club. Rested at the waterbreaker there and we all had a nice short nap. Then we decided to head home at 7am. Really tiring but fun day :P oh well. NS in another 6 days

Good news for X-men fans

2006-05-26T13:16:00.000-07:00

http://www.themovieblog.com/archives/2006/01/fox_confirms_xmen_4.html

told you guys there will be an x-men 4

2006-05-23T22:28:00.000-07:00

cartel rocks... they're gonna be big... and Will has a really awesome voice

bored

2006-05-22T09:47:00.000-07:00

It's been boring for e past week. Can't wait for this Saturday night. Gonna go night cycling with the guys. Really miss them... we're a fun group... :P

Korean Madness!!! ARHHH!!!

2006-05-19T11:14:00.000-07:00

Funny shit... thanks to my gf for showing me this...

and I'm really sorry...

I love you with all my heart...

Finally!!!

2006-05-18T14:05:00.000-07:00

finally... after hours infront of e comp... i finally got my radio blog to work... if you scroll down at the links area you'll find it... listen to nice songs ya (:P)

2006-05-16T11:32:00.000-07:00

i nominate it for music video of the year and i still love it despite watching it almost everyday for many months

2006-05-16T09:06:00.000-07:00

I just listened to a leak of Angels And Airwaves CD. The song Distraction sounds alot like Hilary Duff's Beat of My Heart in terms of singing albeit much slower. Went jamming just now. And then played CS. Been a long time. :P

blogskins

2006-05-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

Came up with these yesterday cos i was toooooooo bored. anyway... gonna go jamming now... byez

wow...

2006-05-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

Thank you to all who came and liked my blog :P

Anyway wondering if you all can make it ah between 25th May to 2nd June... We go out! :P
Please tell me ASAP k?

Life is seriously boring sey without work... but what to do :P
I am hungry... hahaha...

Anyway back to life :

Fid kapak called me up and asked if I can play for Cornvix against NUS Floorball this Saturday... I think I might play for them ah... Just for the friendly first... see how it goes... Can't really see myself playing league floorball this year with NS coming... sighz... And I've been thinking about what I want to do after NS... I really really really am unfocused in what I want to do in life... I want to be a teacher but I'll prolly end up getting fired by the first week. A psychiatrist? Maybe but there's too many things to learn and major in... So I think my best bet is to set up my own shop. A clothing line. (Gotta start saving up) Catering towards the emo and indie scene kids... So I was thinking of going to Monash to study Business Admin. One year private course but at least there's Government subsidy... If all goes well... who knows... Anyone watched Oprah just now? The audience are super di duper lucky to get all those stuffs. Movie Ipod, Sony Vaio, Blackberry, expensive clothings, brownies and popcorns. A quartz crystal watch that is supposed to relax your body. wow... that's what you get for being kind hearted and helping during the Katrina floods. Karma I guess. Speaking of karma, My name is Earl is sooooo gerek... :P Lots of nice movies coming... gonna watch as much as I can before NS beckons

Til next time, love you sayang

and also my friends :P

My first post

2006-05-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

Well, after many, many, many long years with livejournal, I've switched over to blogspot. I love the design that I made. Very simple though :( Hope everyone links me up.

Life has been boring. I just quit my job. Sigh... I miss my friends from work. One day before NS comes around, I wanna go out with you all. Just for a day. Been relaxing and enjoying myself at home. Still too many DVDs to watch. :P Still very much in love with my lovable, cute and pretty girlfriend. I love her. And I want to take this moment to tell her that I am thankful that she's in my life. Thank you for the many wonderful memories that we have shared and will continue to have in future.

Oh well, til another time. I wanna go off now. Ciao